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by Jusme
Thu Jan 10, 2019 1:01 pm
Forum: Prayer Requests & Updates
Topic: My Name is anygunanywhere....
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Re: My Name is anygunanywhere....

anygunanywhere wrote:
Thu Jan 10, 2019 12:38 pm
Beiruty wrote:
Thu Jan 10, 2019 11:45 am
flechero wrote:
Thu Jan 10, 2019 10:42 am
anygunanywhere wrote:
Thu Jan 10, 2019 10:10 am
Yesterday was my one month of sobriety. I received my one month chip at last night's meeting.

Praise God!
Praise God, indeed! Congrats, brother! Keep your guard up, :tiphat:
Let me ask, how do you grade the withdrawal effects, from I miss something that goes away in 15min to I hate myself, I cannot function.
My problem with alcohol was not that I had to drink every day. Mine was that once I started I could not stop. I started blacking out.

I also threatened suicide.

My cravings have been along the lines of when I end my work day I crave a drink or when we eat dinner out. Sharing our favorite wines was a big deal. I have cravings nearly every day.

My hard time will be when I travel, and I go back to work at the end of January. I'm traveling to New York for two months. That will be my true test and I will be calling for help and seeking out meetings.

Look into programs in NY. Stay on course with meetings. I know others who dont have to deal with your demons may not understand your struggles, but don't let them pull you back.
Our thoughts and prayers go with you.

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