All I could think of was that I wanted to check to make sure I was not showing. But I resisted. As I knew all of this was in my mind. I did cheat here and there and did a low profile check with my right arm.
On this shopping trip I did find myself extremely more aware of other people. Besides the normal ones that immediately annoyed me, but I think more of observing to see if that there were any hints that they or any were noticing me. They were not.
Not as far as knowing that I was carrying.
As most of you probably already know my shopping trip ended like everybody else there, without incident.
In closing, I didn’t realize that it was going to take some time for my mind “to get used” to this!
Each day is easier and I go through times where I completely forget that I am carrying. So I am getting used to it.
From time to time I have to remind myself that I am doing nothing wrong and that I "am" licensed to carry a handgun!
