Thane wrote:
The key is to practice drawing with your finger OFF the trigger. I find various features on the pistols to put my fingertip on - slide stop for the 1911, takedown gadget on the Glock. Whenever I'm holding a handgun, my finger is like that - on the takedown, resting on the trigger guard, on the slide stop, depending on the model of gun. My finger only goes into the trigger guard when I want to squeeze that trigger (range practice, dry-fire, etc).
It takes a fraction of a second and one hand to move your finger into the trigger guard and slap that first shot off. It takes several seconds and both hands to rack the slide and then fire. Frankly, once the gun is in my hand, the Glock is NO LESS SAFE than my 1911, because I'm in the habit of sweeping the manual safety off as I draw and holding it down the entire time I'm shooting. Effectively, that safety doesn't exist while I'm holding the pistol.
I believe that
Thane really has a nugget for you here.
Get in the habit of
indexing your trigger finger on the slide/frame above the trigger guard. It is a natural, comfortable postition, and you can move to the trigger from there faster than you can think about it.
After lots of forced repetition, you will get that 'muscle memory' in your trigger hand. If you *know* that your finger is not on the trigger, nor will gravitate to it unconsciously, your confidence will go WAY up. A gun can't shoot unless something is pulling the trigger. Eliminate that problem, and then you can carry Cocked & Locked all the time without second thought.
Also for myself, both with my 1911 and my XD, I carried it "unloaded" until I was comfortable on the draw, reholster, and general moving around that a) my finger did not touch the trigger and b) the safety (1911) did not drop.
One last opinion. A firearm on your side with a full mag and empty chamber is definitely better than a Cocked & Locked pistol in your gunsafe. Get used to carrying it around. Get comfortable, and then when you're sure of yourself then load that barrel.
~Bill